Still The Flowers Bloom
(c) Mick Hart
Breathe, voices in me,
Circling in my head
Breathing flames of fiction down my neck.
I can't get out of this,
Surrounded by a storm that i don't want to feel,
Still the flowers bloom in my dreams,
Still the flowers bloom.
Still the flowers bloom in my dreams,
To cradle me.
Taunt me, taunt me,
Sometimes i don't really know you well,
but i love you still.
Oh no, here it comes again,
This time arousal throws it's wicked spin,
I'm lost but oh so loving this,
Still the flowers bloom.
Still the flowers bloom in my dreams,
to cradle me.
So many more coming...
Weigh down my head,
This is my conscience breathing,
Weigh down, weigh down,
Weigh down my head...
This one seems so real,
I see a picture of myself,
Is this how my mental heals?
Still the flowers bloom
Still the flowers bloom in my dreams,
to cradle me.
So many more coming.
Blinded
(c) Mick Hart
Here i sit alone.
In this bare and naked room,
What i would give,
To be asleep in your soothing arms,
For i suffer in this.
Blinded by this stinging pain,
I suffer in this.
Blinded,
By this stinging pain,
I cannot sleep tonight for i'm drowning,
Deep in my headiness,
Dishevelled thoughts appear as i sit still and weeping,
Talking, talking to fear again.
For i suffer in this,
Blinded by this stinging pain,
I suffer in this.
Blinded,
By this stinging pain,
I cannot hide in this anymore,
Can't seem to find the words to knit it down tight,
I want to free myself and take this spirit ride.
For i've suffered in this,
Too long, too long,
Wait, wait.
Blinded, blinded...
For i've suffered in this.
This Is Not The Way
(c) Mick Hart
Here we go again,
Here we go again,
Talking to, talking to myself.
I don't need this,
I don't need this,
So here we go, here we go again,
Way way down inside my soul.
I know it's not the way to go, oh no.......
This is is not the way it's supposed to be,
This is not the way,
Way way down inside i know,
This is not the way,
Here we go,
Here we go,
I don't like these greed blessed accusations oh
no,
Swamped before my very eyes.
This is not the way it's supposed to be,
This is not the way,
I want to wet my desires,
This is not the way.
Here we go again,
Here we go again no no.
I don't need, need, need,
need, need, need this
need, need, need
need, need, need, need, greed
Left For The Wind
(c) Mick Hart
Intentions pale,
Light breathing timidly,
Frustration multiplied.
A stinging taste,
Dripping like rain from your lips,
Difficult words that cut me so.
And it takes so long,
When it's all so wrong,
When there's nothing there,
There...
All i feel is waste,
All i feel is waste,
Waste...
And it takes so long,
To get there.
Can't let this breathe forever,
Can't let this breathe forever,
Can't lose my soul beneath this,
Ocean of perplexing coldness
And when i'm dead,
Will you remember me?
So much unsaid,
Left for the wind to see.
All i feel is waste,
All i feel is waste.
Waste...
Chameleon
(c) Mick Hart
I see your path deranged,
So customary.
I see your colours changing,
Chameleon.
I have freed myself,
Safe amongst the gentle waves of the sea,
and the wind is calm today.
I sheltered you in the sheets of benevolence,
and thought our souls were....
Bound in some cement like existence,
Still i realise, blinded by shadows,
Now i am at peace with the night,
Sweet care and comfort watching over me like starlight,
and still i hear you cry.
No need to wonder.
-chorus-
Caught within the tides of misery,
You couldn't grasp a lust for living now.
Living like in some circus lie.
I cannot expose my senses to this anymore,
So how can i make you feel at ease?
When you did choose your way,
You did choose your way.
-chorus-
Chameleon
Chameleon
Still i see you cry
Is This Goodbye?
(c) Mick Hart
I have been dreaming for a time,
Of a moment too hard to describe,
Too unclear to picture,
Too tender to touch,
Sometimes so vivid it cuts.
And now i am dissecting into my former mind,
To free the birds that will to fly,
And find the meaningness in this.
And now i'm lying in your bed,
Words that seemed unsaid are scattered round,
Like ornaments of love.
As i slip into a mellow state of consciousness,
All i see is...
Time
Standing still,
Beauty dipped so deep beyond the touch of skin,
Etched into the richness of within,
So climb into my eyes.
Embrace me in this moment
For this could be the last time that we ever touch
Do we really know as time ticks us away?
Is there anyway, anyway how?
Is there anyway, anyway how?
Does this seem unclear?
Or are you back with me in present tense?
Reality stares at me but much too harsh to swallow
Seeming so unfair is this the way the clouds told
us to go?
Or did the pain of time make up its own weather
plan?
And now i'm lying on my back
Visions of your bed are scattered round
Like pieces of broken glass
As i slip into a desperate state of helplessness
I wish for you and...
-chorus-
I s there anyway, anyway now?
Time
Standing still
If only for a moment we could lose control
Is there anyway, anyway, anyway, anyway how?
Is this goodbye?
Goodbye
Purity
(c) Mick Hart
Speak to, speak to, speak to me
I need, to know what you're searching for?
Pain in waiting,
World is spinning,
Lost in silence.
Don't do this to me again,
Me again...
Falling, falling, fading fast,
Don't know, don't know if i'm going to last.
Conscience bleeding,
Vultures breathing,
Mind is scratching.
Please don't let the darkness in,
Darkness in...
Purity
Falling out of this.
Falling out of...
Purity
Coming down an elevator,
Dose me in some,
Purity
Purity
Lost
(c) Mick Hart
I lost myself, i lost myself,
Painted picture postcard restlessness,
For i can't tell.
And i can't feel,
Does anybody really know me anymore?
You kill yourself for what?
You kill yourself
You kill yourself for love
You kill yourself
It's not over but it's not here,
For i can see you in my mirror but not everywhere,
I send my spirit to you, i send my spirit for you,
I'm sinking lower, lower, lower than i've ever been.
-chorus-
Rescue me, rescue me,
I'm alone here, i'm alone here to an empty space,
For i can't tell,
And i can't feel.
Does anybody really know me anymore?
-chorus-
Help Me With A Sign
(c) Mick Hart
Help me with a sign,
For how i've tried.
But i'm so near to leaving this,
I don't want to shed,
Another fallen tear,
For my soul is more than thirsty as it is,
Precious love, come find me here,
I'm in trouble deep,
With myself.
I'm not finding peace in restlessness,
and i don't see the light,
Beyond these walls.
Oh so high and overgrown,
Help me now.
Precious love come take me home,
Help me with a sign,
For i no longer taste,
With my trust so betrayed.
Longing for the touch,
Of sweet sacredness.
To wet my soul and free my drunken mind,
Precious love come find me here,
Precious love come find me here,
Precious love come take me home,
take me home......
Watching It Fade
(c) Mick Hart
It's so hard, no control,
Motivation is so slow,
Breathing in, breathing out.
But still can't feel you close,
Timeless moments still can't send me off to sleep,
Peace so distant now, when it comes how will i know?
Moving on to somewhere i don't know,
Part of me not around,
Forever somewhere gone,
Watching it fade away,
Still falling down,
Ghost like sullen images,
Follow me around, follow me around,
I try to pick up, piece it up,
Makes no sense at all,
With you seemingly so lost,
But still so beautiful,
I close my mind,
But i still taste you on my lips,
I try to be so dignified,
But i'm nowhere again.
-bridge-
-chorus-
Watching it fade away here,
Watching it fade away here.
Watching it fade away.
But still can't give it up,
Still can't give it up,
Still can't give it up,
Still can't give it up.
Butterfly
(c) Mick Hart
So you go
And i wait
Patiently
Spirits wandering
Do you feel like i feel?
Are you there?
What are you dreaming of?
Lie with me
Kiss me in my sleep
Share my soul tonight
Precious butterfly
Dressed in blue
Golden energy
In the softest voice
Whispered love to me
Cradled in nakedness
With the moon and stars
Watching over us
Lie with me
Kiss me in my sleep
Share my soul tonight
Precious butterfly
As the candle burns away
You melt into my arms
Lie with me
Kiss me in my sleep
Share my soul tonight
Precious butterfly
Lie with me
Lie with me
Lie with me
Beautiful butterfly
For Nowhere
(c) Mick Hart
He don't believe in seeing better days,
Never to feed himself on luxury,
Hides beneath depression waves,
Talking with rodents
Still his only friend today
Trapped inside the deepest well
Surrounded by no-one to tell
Destiny for nowhere still
For nowhere...
She searches for relief in memories
But the moments that speak to her eat like
Disease
Haunted, tortured...
In her mind for so long
So far behind what she needs to hold
Trapped inside the deepest well
Surrounded by no-one tell
Destiny for nowhere still
For nowhere...
Waiting For Another Day
(c) Mick Hart
Fear.....fear of loneliness
Fear of emptiness
Waiting for another day i'm sliding down
Deep in the underground
Darkness the only sound
Wondering if i'll ever find it
Thinking that i'll never get to, get to...
Never get, never get to you
Hope, no real remedy
Searching endlessly
Praying for a way to keep my senses sane
I see no other game
There has to be a way
Wondering if i'll ever find it
Thinking that i'll never get to,get to...
Never get, never get to you
No....
This is no dream
This is so real
I feel so lost in doubt
I feel i'm falling out
Will this never end
Will i never, never, never...
Never get, never get to you
Sweet Light
(c) Mick Hart
Hey
Don't break,
Don't fade,
I'm reaching for you now,
Be still,
Believe,
Things will turn around.
I know,
It's cold,
Inside can be so dark.
Hang on
Golden one
For the sweet light's coming
Sweet light's coming
Sweet light's coming soon
As the rising sun
Melts away this flood of emptiness
Gentle drops of rain
Will wash away these tears
And cool our eyes
In the freedom of the wind
Take my hand
See yourself
Reflected in my eyes
And hang on
Beautiful one
For the sweet light's coming
Sweet light's coming
Sweet light's coming soon
For you, for you
This love is still around
For you